finally is sun. a day not for sch. actually need go sch de. but din wan go. n ask my grp member not to go too. anyway heard tat alot of ppl going today. so din wan to snatch protector from them. so yap. ask them not to go. so in the end i promise them i will do a proper flag for them. will make it nice nice for them.so wake up early morning. went dear hus. is like finally private time k. pass few days was like shit. he rush out proposal like hell. so poor thing. yet i cant do much. coz i olso dunno wat he wanna. such a failure gf i'm. so hardly tok much today. too tired le. so ended sleeping. but lucky did wake up n we continue our conversation. had dinner. n then shop around jp hoping to find some stuff to hang on the outgear bag. n home sweet home. headache is just too sudden. on the bus was like shit. cant tahan. wanna slp but cant. coz of dear. so end up din tok n he was the oli one toking. feel bad. and yap. guess gonna catch up on my slp. n tml shall be a long day for me. sian~ green is my world @ 8:34 AM
today's training was ok bahx. did campus run. wow! really very long nv run le. so is kind of tiring to run. somehow got ppl say i almost got bang by a car. hahas. sry i din know. if i nv offer to start the last cheer, things wont happen. anyway i still finish the run. yeah! then cheer n lunch. omg. i really like the tom yum man. nice. n the chilli. too bad not enuff. nvm. after tat is games. had station games. ok bahx. n i was dead for 1 game. n bx has to carry me up. haha. sry man. hope i'm not heavy. n yap. n was dance ltr. dance a little. n skit discussion. went orchard hav dinner. spicy chasiew ramen. spicy again. i think my stomach gonna hav prob tml. anyway is nice. yummy. n home sweet home for me.ps. hope dear leg will be ok. green is my world @ 9:18 AM
such long day. wake up late but still manage to be on time. had stock check. omg. the clubhouse really damn dusty. is making my nose 'cry'. then went to check the paint condition. omg. stink like hell. no choice this is wat log com hav to do. then help to check. lucky got the help of the games com which make stuff easier. n things get done faster.then dance practice. was being laugh at. nvm. happy can liao. anyway wat wrong with me doing tat move. nvm. then had a little skit discussion before going down to 51 for sgl meeting. had a little tok bout log. n dunno wat happen. all of us hav to be in pumping position n be reprimanded at. i din say anything coz i see no point. but the rest can rebut de rebut back. n my back seriously is in pain. nvm lor. all for one n one for all.then went mac to hav dinner. hungry like hell. then tok bout ghost story. their experience. but i dun experience all this. so nth to say. n home sweet home for me. now hav a terrible headache. omg.tml shall be another long day. gonna go sch at 9am. n maybe end around 8pm. n sry dear din eat the breakfast u make for me. oli 2 bite nia. really sry. coz ppl hungry so u shld know me. sry yea. green is my world @ 8:37 AM
ytd went k with lt, sherman, sasa, wy, renwei, cailing n bx. shld say i got a great time. damn great time. keep making dear. hahas. sry man. but i let u laugh at me le. so fair n square k. after tat went hav dinner. n off to ecp. raining but still go lor. walk a little. cant sit coz is wet. n we enjoy the night view. n home sweet home. poor bx hav to rush for the last train. as for me direct bus hm. wee~ then we chat on our ride hm. time is kinda rush. with the foc cuming up. is difficult to even meet up with dear. though we will meet. but after all is for practice n stuff. how i wish i can really spend more time, private time with him. really cherish watever time we hav together. will u think likewise?dear pls get well soon. get ur voice back k. n take care. green is my world @ 11:17 PM
suddenly feel so lazy. i'm so lazy to do stuff now. feel so lazy to blog too.on thurs my worse day? maybe bahx. make dear angry by saying ppl he dun like to hear. feel bad. so yap. then emo here n there. n tat very morning things happen. damn sian. n worse. cant coordinate the dance movement with my hands n leg. n keep forgetting. n tat day really sian.ytd, got my results. not a gd one. damn hate it. but no choice. can oli blame myself for not doing well. but lucky i manage to dance well. not the best but can catch up. but my headach is making me suffer. in the bus totally dun wanna tok. but coz of u, i tok. n u go bang my head. omg la. anyway nvm. so yap. home sweet home for me. while he went to hav dinner with the rest. watch show till 3am.toay shall go sing. will i hav the mood? feel so tired! sian~ green is my world @ 7:49 PM
ytd had training. late for an hr. coz traffic jam. really sian. late for an hr man. is omg la. then missed out the pt. felt kind of sry. coz the pt they do is like so tedious. many fall out when i reach. i'm so bad right. after tat is cheer chouting all the way. even after lunch is all bout cheer. shout n shout.heads are out. grps are out. same grp as sherman n cailing. yeah! may we work happily together. after training, long discussion. n after tat went hav dinner. hungry man. so finish the rice. but not the chicken. maybe no chilli so i dun like. then i give 2 of the pieces to bx. hahas. sry yea. hav to finish it for me. after tat hm sweet hm. n slp at 3.today gonna hav dance practice. my mum gonna say me again. haix. tat's my fate. no choice. hope can learn the dance soon. then dun need keep going sch le. green is my world @ 9:19 PM
today wake up damn late. hahas. no one disturb me. so keep slping. but in between did wake up. had late breakfast then eat n eat. really eat damn lot. my mama fried the nian gao. is been a long time since i eat. so i keep eating. omg la. eat n eat. surely will grow fat.then went out a little. n back hm start eating again. n sian now. gonna watch show bahx. green is my world @ 3:57 AM
HAPPY B'DAE TJ AKA LINGYEOW!!hahas! 19 le yea. wish u success in everything u do.today went celebrate his b'dae. go sing at jooseng. for 2hrs nia. then cut cake. n to ps. walk a litle hoping to find some stuff but nv. then end up eat at ljs which i din eat much. then to esplanade. wow. really pic time. lots of scandal pic. n we really took alot. guess my memory card gonna be full soon. then levina went to work. so ly, qg, hasy n me walk alittle at marina. 7.30pm went tiong baru to eat with sherman, lt, wl, rw, sasa n bx. hahas. then had bbt n to the park. wow. is been long time since i play the swing. the feeling is so great. too bad my hus here dun hav le. how i wish i can play again. n yap home sweet home.hope dear will not emo. green is my world @ 7:55 AM
back from camp. tired? still ok la. quite refreshed now. day 1 was dirty games. yesh dirty. but at least not as dirty. oli the mass game. anyway still play all the games. then night walk was ok. last few to go. so no one ppl to scare me. as most of them are tired n went to slp. so quite a smooth walk. n slp around 4. n block nose which make me unable to slp well.day 2. dirty like hell. smell like hell. i seriously hate it. somehow i wonder how they stand this smell. is really omg la. shout cheer like hell olso. n play like some crazy fellow. but until i felt hungry tat my energy level drop. then they make us eat before bathing. though hungry, i din finish my meal. as always. but this time round, i really left lots of rice. like nv touch liddat. du hav the appetite to eat. after bath, long chatting session. is really damn long. sit till i wan cry. my back pain like hell from ytd's. do 2 bridges. omg. my back crack twice whenever i do. quite shiok. then was divided into committee. was in log. log k. so unbelievable. wonder why am i in log? why? during training i olso nv do anything like carrying log stuff. is really weird. anyway shall stick to this com. tat's my path. shall do it then. green is my world @ 8:09 AM
the bbq ended with a success. yeah! though my friends din go. feel kind of being ps. but nvm. still got others who will tok to me n entertain me. ytd rain like hell. but it stop when we reach the pit. quite gd timing. n sherman say he sign a contract with the weather forecast n will stop raining at 5. indeed it really stop raining. then help to carry stuff over to the pit. n olso the water. my god. is damn heavy k. n the water keep splashing. make me all wet.the fire just do not wan to start. so end up hav to buy starters. n lucky it din fail. help in the cooking. smell like hell. eat n eat. then went to buy drinks. some stay over. so we play zhong ji mi ma. lucky nv kena the martell. oli kena once of the heineken. ok la. but martell really very strong. the smell is damn strong. then we stop n hav went walk. play pool. yeah i learn how to play. but still cant play well. maybe gonna practice bahx. we stay till 4+ 5 then head back, where we started our truth or dare. kena 2 twice. but lucky those is i can do de. haha. lucky me. n around 6.30 head back hm. damn tired.at 3+ meet dear. n we chat. he got me stuff. but i din. am i bad? anyway HAPPY 2nd MTH DEAR!love u lots. green is my world @ 3:32 AM
is not a good thing to be helpful. to be gd ppl. masquarade ball ended successfully? i olso dunno. all i know is tat i got bruises. is omg la. like kena abuse liddat. the chairs are just too heavy. asking girls to carry is really a torture. but nvm. i shall treat it as a training for me. n can lose weight. watever i ate just drain off after carrying the chair. then went back to carry on with the writing of receipt. at night shld be ok bahx. is quite slacky after everyone came. saw handsome guy. is like wow. then was brought in to help with the bartender. actually din do much. just stand there n get them drinks. no alcoholic drink. so is kind of wasted. haha. after that went walking around, seeing ppl dance. n it ended at 12am. today was like the same as the 1st day of help out. except that no need to carry the plants back. just take them out oli. n ended quite early. so can go hm n slp. seriously quite tired now. my back n hands are aching even my neck n shoulder. tml is 5n bbq. hope more ppl go. then is more fun. n i seriously dun wanna cook. hahas. green is my world @ 2:25 AM
today help out for the masquarade ball. like some cheap labour. but nvm. help then help lor. the plants are damn pointed. cut me sia. lucky not face. then saw grasshopper. omg la. lucky din jump onto me. or i will scream. the stuff are quite heavy. is like cant imagine it's heavy. so take already is like omg. my back sia. anyway dun care. dun stress it too much can le. but those guys are really poor thing. they keep uploading stuff. n even help to unload. they are so heavy yet they still continue doing. they are really strong.after tat went to eat. my dinner damn early. but i eat alot. finish my rice leh. haha. is like finally. then had ice-cream. so yummy. i like the chocolate de. but hate the yellow de. dunno wat izzit. just dun like it. then went shop around. then went esplanade n hav a tok. tok bout their sec sch life. at least my sec sch life better than them. haha. tml wear dress for the masquarade ball. is just helping out. still need dress. quite weird la. n gonna camp in sch after tat. coz end at 12am. how to go hm la. so shall stay in sch n then help out the next day. green is my world @ 8:38 AM
back from chalet~ this chalet is really one tat i slp so little. seriously damn little.1st march: went to boonlay to meet him n then follow sherman's dad car to the destination. reach there n do nth. there is lot of cats at tat place. really damn lots. then when jowell came, they went check-in n we enter. the place look run down. but everything looks ok. then play cards, wait for ppl o cum. 1st day was really boring. but i like night time. went beach. actually intention was just to walk around but in the end we walk till the beach. so cooling. i like the peace in there. the breeze was cold. really damn like it. n slept at 7am. after waking those dip plus ppl. slp! but hardly slp much. wake up at 9am. then the guys went to buy breakfast. 2nd march: after breakfast, went slacking. for me stone. nth to do. did not slp. then started preparation for bbq. i dun like the smell of the marination. anyway just help. n my whole hand got tat smell. after tat cards again. played 99, a new game invented by someone. then i lose quite abit. lucky no forfeit. hahas. then went to bath n at around 6pm, the bbq start. but the sky just dun help us. it started raining. so some went bbq in the rain. feel so bad cant help them. anyway the rain stop. then we started bbq again. is so nice to hav those food. but the chicken sauce stain my clothes. omg. eat quite abit this time round. n i like marshmallow. then clear up the place a little. went indoor and started the 99 again. this time round with forfeit. omg. seriously need thanks bingxin man. help me. or i will sure kena de. in the end din kena. quite gd. if u kena forfeit, then tat's the end. they play all kinds of stuff. can even ask guys to run in boxers. fun but kind scary right. so u wont wan to even kena a forfeit. went to bath around 3am. the water damn shiok. did not slp again. went to beach having the intention to watch sunrise. but then too cold le. went back and missed the nice view. thinking much hav a rm to slp in. but sadly no. so slp in the living rm. is so difficult to slp on the chair. keep waking up, so din slp much.3rd march: last day of chalet. checkout at around 10am. then went tm to eat. the rain was damn heavy. had banmian. the soup was tasteless. after tat went back hm. on the bus was cold like hell. thus having difficulties to slp. keep waking up n went back slp. omg. n bingxin saw how i slp in the bus. my god. next time will not slp. shld not be tat tired n slp on the bus. back hm, wash all the clothes n slp at 3+ 4. n was disturbed at 7+ 8. so now posting this entry. damn long man.on the whole, like the chalet. except for some sian-ness. i will missed the time spent at the beach. will i go back there again? hahas. hope so. n tml shall be a long day for me. helping out. green is my world @ 3:33 AM
