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finally everything is over

2010-02-28T06:28:00.000-08:00

so year 2 is over. is like really over. this sem really stress me out. all the modules is just stressing me out. and with all society work and stuff. pass few weeks is crazy for me. chiong project, attend meeting, study test. wow. really very tired. almost wanna drop. but lucky i manage to pull through and here i am.

training camp ended. feel relieve. is like 1 event down. wow! another one is d&d and i will be done with everything. training camp was quite slacking. but i really thanks all SGLs help. running up and down for me is omg. i think too long nv exercise le. maybe i need to start exercising. start my running. or i will suffer for my 2.4 test. hehe.

currently no mood to do d&d stuff. shall do it tml. so damn tired. slept less than 4 hrs ytd. n previous day slept less than 4 hrs too. hahas. maybe i shall slp too.

tml attachment. need wake up at 5.30. omg. is so torture.

2010-01-09T17:02:00.000-08:00

fri was my b'dae. wen tot sch to see the cosplayer. hehe. ppl are wearing own costume more. so when i see the entrance is like wow. hahas. take some pic. of coz kena suan by ppl as well. coz 20 le. after went out with dear. hehe. time spend were great. we eat, we walk and we talk.

went back to botanic garden. the place where we were together. alot of stupid stuff happen here. n we just talk bout it. we enjoy the breeze there. talk and listen to music. hehe. damn nice and quiet. then we head home and this time we are crazy. take all kinds of stupid picture. hahas. but is fun. wonder the ppl got say us not. hehe.

on sat, went to sch to do duty. hehe. morning is quite sian. but nvm. in the end got ppl. wee. i did a hp strap pendant for dear dear. red yea. nice right? hahas. then dear dear 2nd shift. so we went to eat. and i help the pendant for the 2nd shift. so spend the whole day at the booth. din do my plant. i wanna get catus for mama. but forget. by the time i end, the booth already close. so sad. then after tat went dinner with dear. hehe. talk a little. and home sweet home.

Birthday~

2010-01-07T18:54:00.000-08:00

hahas. time pass quickly. yea. turn 20 le. not old right? rmb being ask if wanna a kids menu. so paiseh can. ans olso check my i/c when i wanna watch movie. omg. cant imagine tat. am i tat kiddy? hahas.

anyway birthday always have wishes right? i will have my 3 wishes:

1) get good results as usual. but aiming for distinctions this time round.

2) to be well as well as for my family

3) hope will have more time with dear.

and today marks the 1st year anniversary for bingxin and me. hahas. he got me a present, bracelet. thanks dear. love you. i will wear it always. and a wishes for that is to make you as happy as always. and loving.

to those who send messages, online, facebook etc. thanks a lot. hehe. and for the presents. thanks huiling, sabrina, and the society people. hehe. thanks yea.

cosplay~

2010-01-07T04:01:00.000-08:00

hahas. today NP open hus. involve in cosplaying. shall be the 1st and last time. i will not want to wear again. is really damn weird. walking around with the costume. but really lucky. we did oli 2hr 30 min. and then go off le. so another batch take over.

went for IS. tired. keep falling aslp. but is lucky i manage to listen what he wanna say. then went to take photos. really not in the mood. but still manage to do it. walk around.

after tat went to take stuff. meet dear dear. n saw the cosplayer. they really like it. enjoy it. they really walk around and interact. they really bring fun to it. hahas. is really different from our 1st batch. feel like some loser liddat. hahas.

anyway after tat went home. dear dear send me. n now damn tired.

time really flies. and wont wait for anyone. really really enjoy the time spend. really love u lot. and olso to my class mates, not interactive at all but this year quite good. got bbq. like finally yea. hahas.

back from camp

2009-12-30T22:36:00.000-08:00

is like finally 1 camp down. damn tired. cant stay not slping man. wonder next camp how sia. i believe i did some mistake here n there. forget wat i shld do. kind of feel bad. maybe just not cut out to be in the games. shld just do my log better. maybe better in those.

and i got 5 bruises from the camp. poor leg.

today last day of 2009. so have i meet my goal? i'm not sure though. results not good. time management sux. this yr really a tiring yr. n a stress one.

may 2010 will be a better one for me. may i get good results for my common test and exam. hope the next camp i will do a good job and will be a successful one.

outing~ 27/11/09

2009-11-27T03:06:00.000-08:00

it's been long since we met. so yap. kind of fresh. ate pasta talk awhile. n realise quite a number is attached. hahas. then walk around as we are just too full. so walk up n down. round and round. until we started taking photos. levina just like taking photos. hehe. so yap. grp pic and all kinds of pic. then went marina and pictures again. hahas. homw sweet home after tat.

quite a nice day though.

Finally back here~

2009-11-24T02:00:00.000-08:00

been long since i update. shall not tok much either. but i shld say driving is fun hahas.

driving yea. though rain quite a lot. but not bad. drive on road le. so fun. mistake here n there. but i'm sure i can make it. gonna stop driving for a bit as i need to study n do society stuff. so no choice extend license. hahas. hope everything will go well for me this sem. been such a tiring sem. all day hav been project after project. meeting after meeting. slp is all i want now.

people jiayou too. =)

sch reopening

2009-10-23T06:30:00.000-07:00

sch started on mon. yeah started le. kind of boring. nth special. go sch, study, eat then lesson n home sweet home. nth much to add on. such boring life for the 5 days. juicy gossip? dun even hav 1. maybe shld just focus on studies.

i give up my job. so yap. no job. shall concentrate on my studies bahx. n of coz events cuming up. shall be busy? d&d hope can do it well. help as much as i can bahx. meeting today was not bad. n yap.

really such boring life i lead now. i wanna holidays. can time go back?

2009-10-17T06:55:00.000-07:00

sch starting in 2 days time. quite fast. like din really get to enjoy it. but nvm. is no choice. at least get to watch my shows which dear help dl. finish heroes. n fringe of season 1. quite good though. this very last week. spend some time with dear. went sch did some stuff. n did some shopping. nv get to meet my sec friends. guess they are busy too. n wishes all the best for friends in jc. hope they do well for their As. and may we meet again. real soon i guess.

Happy 9th Month!

2009-10-08T07:42:00.000-07:00

yeah. today is the 9th month since we got together. 9th month of happiness and laughter. though some are like quite sian. but we enjoy the time spent together. u will think likewise too right?

so today was just some great day. meet in the afternoon. see another side of dear. he wear shirt. wow! nv see him wear liddat when we go out. 1st time man. hehe. look nice on him. so will u keep wearing liddat? so went to sing. yeah. oli 2 of us. some say we crazy. but just wanna try out. tiring bahx. think dear is the tired one. i enjoy myself. sing lots of song. like been so long since i go k. hehe. after tat went take to hav dinner. had ramen. will not eat miso de again. is so damn salty. fried tofu is nice as usual. hehe. after tat went tpy. dear dear just do not hav the luck to eat siew mai. hehe. too bad then. home sweet home. n now waiting for dear to come online n tok to me. hahas.

HAPPY 9th MONTH DEAR!!!!

2009-10-05T09:00:00.001-07:00

weee~ my com is finally back with me. missed it so much. hahas. but first of all gonna thank my dearest dear who help me save my lappy. clear virus. make it run faster. hard work i guess. so really thanks a million. love u lots.

so yap. days without com is quite sian. walk in n out of the rm. coz nth to do. got show to watch but no com. so... olso cant watch. sian i shld say. but best thing is dear dear keep calling n we tok over the phone. so nice of him to entertain me. weee~ dear the best. but his phone bill die le. hope he wont pay more for his bills again.

currently working hard for trial test. a failure as i would say. me myself. yea. maybe just shld not take any driving lesson n make give myself so much trouble. waste my money somemore. 14 dec 2009 expire n yet i haven even started on my practical. so failure. when can i even get my licence?

n for once. yea. an event which i din do anything. felt bad bout it. like they plan i din do anything. bad right? or i did not raise up the matter. n think it's ok for them to update. n hav a meeting. din take initiative? wat to do. maybe shld ask more next time time n wont fell into such big hole which i cant even save myself from it.

disappointed~

2009-09-30T17:12:00.000-07:00

yeah! done with IS enrolment. wake up so early to do it. so choose le. n cant change. anyhow choose lecturer too.
term 1: understanding relationship 8-12 sunita
term 2: exploring photography 1-5 yeo eng hwee

hope this term will do well. coz i heard this term modules are killar. hahas. so yap. done everything le. feel so tired. slp?

2009-09-28T08:12:00.000-07:00

went for swensen ice-cream buffet. yea again. pei my cousin n sis go eat. try new flavours. but still cant break the record. eat 10 scopes. but this time round i eat the waffles. is nice. n had fondue. eat n tok. mix the stuff as usual.

past few days hav been a gd one though. experience some weird stuff. but everyone is ok. so not that bad. so scrape nightwalk. n change to games. so somehow help jowell too. n we din make a wasted trip. then sat was great. had bbq. not enuff to eat. so spam myself with crabstick n hotdog. so yap. staying in loft is great. had 2 nights worth of slp. slp real well. n olso study abit. but fell aslp.

this week cant really meet dear. sian. promise mama to stay at hm. so will do it as told. shall meet him during training then.

2009-09-25T01:37:00.000-07:00

kinda bored day. slp quite well ytd. hehe. stay in loft the whole day. yea. din go hm coz suddenly a change in plan. so yap. stay n help. but poor dear din slp well. so sad. hope everything went well today. n will hav an enjoyable night tml.

i'm really hungry now. omg~

freaky

2009-09-24T12:45:00.001-07:00

a night which i freak out. the more ur say the more scared i'm. almost cried out. but am lucky i did not. maybe a tiring day so yap. currently quite tired. but dare not slp. omg. wat shld i do? tml shall go hm bahx. the fear just wont go away.

2009-09-22T08:40:00.000-07:00

yeah! today is just so great. like it damn lots. like very long nv spend time tat kind of feel man. then today go out is like wow! watch movie today. ugly truth. hahas. is nice i shld say. can go n watch. the world is just so small. meet so many ppl. hehe. then bought myself slipper. dear choose for me. hehe. his favourite colour though. then shop awhile before movie. after tat went taka walk walk. n yet again. the world is small. hahas. wanna buy polo shirt but dunno wat colour to choose. n in the end did not buy. maybe i will buy another kind of top. quite nice. hehe. haven shop enuff. when can i shop? wait for jowell before heading to swensen @ion. is 1-for-1 ice-cream buffet. weee~ is ice-cream man. yummy. but most of all eat it with dear. tat's the best. but when u hav the 2nd servings. wow~ cant take it. wont wan to eat again. but i must say super lemon is nice. weee~ hahas. dear dun like it. but sry to hav make him. after tat home sweet home. so dear do u enjoy urself?

otc was just so nice. kayak n boon net. fun. then the survival island. though is hot but not tat bad. manage to slp alittle. 2nd day rain whole day. no flying fox n obstacles. sadden~ no choice. then play take neoprint. n bruise my hand. kind of pain. then alittle tok in the night before heading for bed. slp quite well but still wake up 4 hrs ltr. hehe. then photo taking n home sweet home. slp like log till next day. then went sch for meeting.

2009-09-12T04:49:00.000-07:00

hahas. went IT fair today. shld not have go man. so many ppl. n buy so many stuff. but nvm. the stuff i buy is i need de. so is ok. hehe. bought myself a ear piece and a mouse. all blue colour. hahas. coz too much green stuff for me le. hehe.

then went hm for lunch. n eat so many stuff. omg. fat fat. ltr gonna go hav dinner. quite sian though.

anyway this week quite a gd week. went out most of the time. with dear. n ya. hope valen recover fast. n get well.

2009-09-08T09:13:00.000-07:00

our 8th month past with such a wonderful day. having not met for days, today is just the best day. watch proposal. laugh like hell. after tat as promise, dear brought me to orchard central. hahas. really alot of stuff. but din really go walk. but is ok. then went far east to walk abit. n dinner. sushi with leiting n sherman. weee~ craving yea. n get to eat it. but hardly eat alot. too full. n the rice is omg. the amt. hahas. anyway quite an enjoyable one. n really spend a gd time with dear.

tml training. how will it go?

2009-09-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

today can be such a boring day. went for the final theory lesson. omg. is very fast. cant really catch up.or izzit my brain processing too slowly? anyway went for it n din go the other one. too late le. went amk shop awhile n get some stuff. just cant find the ear ring i wanna. nvm then. then head back hm to hav lunch. hungry. then had my hair cut. but looks like nv cut leh. still same thing.

i hav the feel to eat jap food. omg. so yummy. hehe.

happy 8th month my dear!
may we be together forever~

a wasted trip

2009-09-05T03:08:00.000-07:00

made a wasted trip today. sian. go all the way to yio chu kang. hoping to get my driving stuff done. but then cant even book the pdl. no more slots for this yr. even for the trial test. my god. i book 19th sept. n guess wat. i forget i hav otc. my god. so really make a wasted trip. sian.

n went to buy cute bottle. hahas. bought 2 bottles of ribena(2L). hahas. can drink like hell. buy ribena just coz of the bottle. but somehow just realise tat the bottle is kinda small man. omg.

2009-09-04T08:48:00.000-07:00

a day out. to kallang. hahas. went ice-skating with my sis. not that bad. din fall on my butt. haha. but somehow feel quite tiring to skate. like need alot of energy. but in the end got a hang of it. but my legs hurt. so yap. skate for 2 hrs and we left the place. will i go back there again?

then went hm for lunch n dinner. din really do much today. tml exercise? kinda sian.

hate mozzie!

2009-09-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

omg. dunno wat's wrong with my room. kena mosquitoes bite. damn sian. my whole leg kena man. arghh. hate mozzie. HATE! HATE! HATE!!!!!

2009-09-03T00:05:00.000-07:00

training was quite tough for me. run an ever-lasting campus run. my god. the weather was hot and really cant take it. but yap. finally make it to the pyramid. it feels like forever to reach the ending point. but am proud that most of the GLs made it to the end. they are like so pro la. i'm like struggling to reach the ending point. hehe.

after that help out with the Grp 1 games. actually not that bad. help a little. then shift in location need to do everything again. so ended up have to help in everything. then play a little. i know we shld not play. but really quite sian if we just sit there do nth. n just watch. maybe being Gls is a gd thing. not SGLs. training ended quite early. headache make me feel sick. maybe the sun. then went to have a bath. n go market eat.

home sweet home.

2009-08-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

been long since i rite here. feel great. finally finish my exam. is like finally. like it. wee. means i will have time. can relax le. and more tie for my own stuff. hehe. hope dun really need go sch often. coz i need try complete my driving.

fri was a good dinner. feed dear till he cant eat. hahas. cook for one another. feel so great. n he send me home. was so good. is like so long since he send me home. ytd meet him. but din dinner with him. sry. but ok bahx. spend quite a good time together. hehe.

mon meeting n pack room. need go sch then.

2009-08-24T00:50:00.000-07:00

just do not know wat has happen. things happen too fast.and come too quickly. somehow just dunno wat i shld do. will anyone tell me?

2009-08-22T22:55:00.001-07:00

jus not the mood to do anything. nth goes into my brain. hands so itchy yet cant do anything. omg. why this period of exam week so difficult to past? i'm waiting for fri to come. pls pls cum quickly. studying is just too stressful for me. with all the stuff to memorise. omg. is really killing my brain cells.

2009-08-21T07:29:00.000-07:00

done with MBC. how will i do? i olso dunno. hope will pass. my phobia of failing my ct. omg. then realise can check MOBIO pract marks. did quite badly. but pass.

went pei dear a while n see him like so weird. am i disturbing him. n he's not able to study? after tat went to collect my phone. n guess who i saw in the bus? hasyimah. yeah her. then realise they celebrating qing guo b'dae. so i went. feel bad not going. chat a little. as i was too tired. i went off. n yap guess wat ling yeow say? i fat le. wth. am i fat? maybe a gd thing. haven grow any weight since sec 3 i guess. haha.

2 more papers to go. INAC n MOBIO. omg. memorise n memorise again. jiayou ppl. :) esp to my dearest dear.

2009-08-15T22:54:00.000-07:00

doubt will hav time to blog. as i tell myself not to go online le. hehe. so i shall keep my words. anyway a very short post. pass few days quite a saddening day. guess to emotional le. thinking back. feel that i'm too stupid le. so yap. make a promoise. i will work hard and pass my exams. weee~ so i will do it.

to the rest, also do ur best ok. exams are near. n i'm here looking for some tips which cant even get it. so yap. jiayou then. :)

2009-08-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

been long since i update bahx. ok. dear is always blogging. n i feel so lazy to blog. today hav the feel shall say wat i done then.

7th aug, went back sch for just 1 tutorial. pathetic. an hr to sch for bout an hr of lesson. which is going through quiz n some tips. but make it useful, wait for dear n we had lunch together. after bus to his place as he's just too tired. so pei him go back. then bus to hav dinner with the rest. yea. tat duno wat spaghetti is yucky. not nice de. waste my money man. but nvm got ice-cream. wee. it's been so long since i hav ice-cream. my hus nv stock up ice-cream anymore. all wanna go on diet. sian. i wanna ice-cream. so yummy k. then dear send me hm. weee~ so gd.

8th aug, our 7th mth. hahas. yea 7th mth le. he bought me a dress. nv take photo with it. too bad. but then hav quite a gd time. though some tired moments. but overall quite gd. wanna find some stuff but din manage to so gonna wait then. maybe can ask around. haha. then he send me back as i hav a gathering at hm. so he pei me go back as well. had dinner. n yap. he watch the bai wan show with me. since he nv get to watch it the other day. he stay till bout 11 before i walk him down. n he reach hm late. so sad. but u have a gd day don't u? my family very gd right?
after tat is my family phots. hahas. weee~ wait for one another n finally a family pic.

9th aug, wake up early and meet dear at 12 at tpy to buy ingredients for pot luck. hahas. so yap. he's late but not later than my record. hehe. after tat went back hm to cook it. cook as we eat. n head to west coast. we are late. opps! and we realised we hav lots of food left. so play games to clear it. hahas. then they play cards which i din play. too tired le. at 8.22pm, they recite the pledge. omg. say so loud k. but this show they like s'pore. so yap. home sweet home after tat.

10th aug, no sch. went malaysia. problems here n there. but nvm. in the end enjoy it. so the whole day was eat n sit on the van. then walk awhile n back to the van. spend quite abit n i din manage to get stuff for ppl. as well as for myself. so sad. but nvm. so reach hm at 11+.

11th aug, went back sch at 3pm for dialogue session. din even get to meet him but nvm. msg him on my way hm. then study for ct for bif.

12th aug, went sch for bif ct. yea. dunno wat i'm doing. but i seriously hope i can pass it. pls let me pass man. then lunch with dear at alumni. after tat went bishan to repair my phone. really cant make it. 2nd time went there for repair le k. lousy phone. so now gonna use my dad samsung phone. hehe. then went hm watch all recorded show except for one. hehe. and yap. am i blogging here.

wow! really is a long post man.

2009-08-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

finally 2 tests over le. study like mad. hope i did well. n make it up for my common test. coz common test din do well. somehow i seriously feel i shld start studying. but now how to study bif? seriously dunno wat i'm reading. read till slp today.

another thing. happy tat i meet bingxin dear ytd. though oli for a few hours and for training. also not bad. hehe. then dinner with him. n of coz the rest. hahas. but ytd training was the best. really can slim down if i really keep jumping liddat. hahas. quite fun. but dear is so bad. say i jump le olso wont grow tall. nvm then. wont tall then wont tall lor.

tml gonna eat dinner with them. sat spend some time wih him n at night with family. then sun? is there picnic? mon shall go malaysia. hahas.

busy week~

2009-07-31T05:48:00.001-07:00

this week damn busy. yesh and i'm sick again. loss my voice. this is the 3rd time of this sem man. sian. waste money again.

i&e project to rush. coz doing video and the ppt. lucky all went well. n was a very relaxing presentation. can sit down n present. 1st time man. then bif/mobio presentation. which we hardly know wat we are doing. but thanks to geraldine we manage to do it. really thanks alot. if not i think we wont even be able to present today. though hav some qns which we din even know how to ans but is lucky tat the teacher nv put us in difficult position. but today really quite a sucky day. retest din go smoothly. mix up everything. will i pass? i dun even know. alot of the ppl left blanks. n left early. n my stupid voice just wont cum out during the presentation. i have to force it out. so xin ku. so in the end skip lectures. go hm n rest.

now headache. shall see doctor tml. if not i can forget bout toking le. feel so sian. wat shld i do now? dun hav the feel to study.

n am glad dear is ok le. to all: exam is round the corner, so do take care k. drink more water. n dun get sick.

2009-07-26T00:23:00.000-07:00

dear is sick. omg. sian. hope he will be ok.

today is sun. feel so sian. thinking of going sch is really so sian. project to rush. n test to study. sian.

gonna work hard then.

2009-07-25T08:44:00.000-07:00

lalala~ wee~ happy. hahas. today spend my day with dear. went his place but then i slp. opps! sry. but in the end still spend time with him. early morning cum n pick me. so happy. but sry dear. i'm late. wake up late so tat's why.

around 3+ left his place and head to expo. yeah. ask him accompany me there. an hr plus of the train ride. wow~ i bought stuff from valen. 50 bucks gone for me. 4 tops and ear ring. but ok lor. coz will wear those tops. my mama like the ear ring. hehe. and he din help me choose. then went marina to have dinner. dear cook for me too. happy. watch fireworks together too. i'm really damn happy.

do u know the best part is when we watch fireworks together? i really like that part. hahas. coz watching it with u. nice~

after that home sweet home! gonna start mugging. retest, test are cuming up. omg.

2009-07-21T04:09:00.000-07:00

today quite a gd day. dear send me hm again. weee~ cough not recover so quite irritating. n dear say i'm crazy keep smiling at him. i happy so i smile. dun wan be like ytd so gloomy.

maybe tml will be another sian day. inac will be one of them. so sian. my friends gonna pon inac. so left me alone. ps me. but cant be blame. lunch will olso be left alone then. maybe shall eat with dear. somehow quite pissed. but nvm lor. shall bear with it.

training tml. shall not run as promised. shall relax tml.

2009-07-18T03:15:00.000-07:00

back to blog. shall tok more on the I&E event.

went bethel on 16th july 2009 at around 8am to start preparing for the event. really had fun. the kids are damn cute. but i have to say they are difficult to handle. lucky everything went smoothly. no injuries happen to them. and all of them enjoy the games prepared. i really feel relieve that they like the game. though some nv participate in some of the game. but on the whole it was quite successful as i manage to ask them to play. tat day i really shout like hell. coz my voice too soft that they cant hear me. so no choice hav to shout. the orange grp kids are really playful. keep wanting to play with my camera to take photos. and the kids there like to take pictures. so whenever i have chance i will take photo with them.

event at bethel is really a great experience for me. i learnt that it's not easy to look after the kids. esp when they keep running about. i really envy the teachers who can look after them. they are really great. able to handle 16 kids in a class.

after the whole thing, dinner with dear. n home sweet home.

today was worst. lost my voice. yea, again. so din manage to go out. and fever. hahas. slept for 4 hrs just now. n somehow feel like slping again. izzit the medicine? make me wanna slp n slp. like some pig.

2009-07-15T10:04:00.000-07:00

am damn tired. n some stuff just happen out of nowhere. my fault? i oslo dunno. training ended quite late so din go eat. n this hunger got to me. so i just bla everything out. i was like wth. haix. kind of sad now. totally sian. actually wanna hav some time with him. guess too tired n shall go hm slp after i&e.

but i'm really sry. i din wanna make u disappointed. very sry. :'(

2009-07-13T04:48:00.000-07:00

projects cuming up. sian. sometime just dun wish to go sch. wanna slp for the whole day. damn tired. damn tired going sch. wonder why must there be sch?

BIF due in 2 weeks n yet we haven even started on it. n worst. we dun even know wat to do. sian. bif test cuming soon. n i dun even know wat it's toking. omg. who can help me?

mbc due next week. gonna do tml. hope can do some stuff. if not gg. is damn difficult to meet people esp she is not from my class. sian. can i change partner?

i&e this thurs. gonna go bethel. is damn early. omg. 8am k. haix. no choice. wed training. hope will end early. then can go hm rest n prepare for thurs.

2009-07-08T08:32:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 6TH MONTH DEAR!

too lazy, too tired to blog anything. but i really love u lots. enjoy the company today. laugh quite alot. kind of stupid. but enjoy myself. loves.

AND THANKS FOR THE BRUNCH! IS NICE.

2009-07-03T04:58:00.000-07:00

kind of bored. so came here to rite a little. today get back inac. need add 2 more marks. wee~ so i pass n did well. hahas. cant imagine it. din listen in class yet can score well. like it lots. but mbc is different. no choice. cant find marks. so can oli take the retest. sian. bloody hell need to study hard for it. n rite long essay for her man.

somehow waiting for 16 july to cum. wanna finish the I&E project fast. wanna play with kids. and also wanna the project to end soon. quite sian to let it hang in there.

waiting for 8 july too. will i be able to spend time on tat day? or let tat day to training? still pending. i hope tat day will be free for us.

2009-07-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

yeah! finally finish uploading the pic in facebk. take damn long to upload. so want the pic of the trip to malaysia just take from there. hahas. lazy send.file damn big.

training was not bad. got to play. weee~ somehow i think gls life is really better off than us. nvm. at least i did do my job can le.

lesson quite sian today. dry i shld say. fell aslp in mobio. opps! sry. cant help it. too tired. then break slp another hr. like some pig.

guess gonna start working hard. shld really study. or i will fail modules which i do not want it to happen.

2009-06-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

sch reopen. yea quite sian for me. fail mbc. sad. gonna retest. no choice can oli blame myself for not studying hard. headache is bad. n my throat hurts.

last 3 days at malacca. a nice one though.pictures were taken. quite a memorable trip. went quite a few places but due to i'm the oli girl. kind of hard for me to shop. is like all the guys walking with u to see girls stuff. hahas. but bought some stuff. but not much. din really buy stuff for whole family. but one thing. eat damn lot. and their meals damn early. cant take it. so is like i hav to force food down. hahas. but nvm. the food are delicious. yummy. eat almost everytime. but really a big thanks to bingxin's family. they really pay alot for us. food and taxi. really alot. really a big thanks to them.

but on the 2nd night. really scare me. flash of light from opp which no one stay there. damn scaring which make me freak out. hahas. but in the end still slp till the nex morning.

photos will be uploaded on facebk. not here.

2009-06-24T23:43:00.001-07:00

been a long week. n is tiring. not enuff slp so far. tired. sun went loft to stay overnight. marinate chicken for them and they din finish. nvm lor. n i wont want to make again. is damn tiring. n lots of work to be done. bbq tat night. din really eat alot. then drink at night. my face red n hot like hell. opps. hahas. nv drink so much before. then slp. din really slp well either. too cold.

mon went back. din eat breakfast. then went shopping with family. the buy shoes and i just sit there. tire. n dun wish tok much. so msg dear for a while. after that dinner at a new place. tat place sux. order olso dunno how to order. is rubbish. n the food is not nice at all. then went hm n slp around 12.

tues went sch do log preparation. then went hm slp. haha. n at night cant slp. wed wake up like some zombie. no choice. wake up early for training. campus run. n shout cheer. my muscle ache now. got myself wet coz help them make the tap. n help them pour water over them. nice one though. main com meeting after that n went to eat. n home sweet home.

away tml. yeah!

2009-06-20T02:11:00.000-07:00

yesterday went back sch to submit the bursary form and also to do the stock for 1st aid. need buy stuff to replenish. hahas. n yea. i haven even buy yet. gonna buy soon.

after that stay in sch slack awhile and head to ps to meet my mum and sis. celebrate my mum's b'day so yap. no cake for her but a dinner for her. shop awhile before heading to swensen for dinner. eat till damn full. n the bottle damn nice. they give us to refill the cup. had ice-cream too. this time not earthquake but some others. photo cant be uploaded due to privacy. hahas.

anyway quite good. everything was alright. and then we head back hm.

the bottle! nice? shld ask gl to have this?

my mei do for us.

my sis, mum and me.

2009-06-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

meet dear today.but din really send time wiht him. all the time, we were doing our own stuff. for me doing log. he wash canvas n hardly have private time. so quite sian. but i'm happy to see him. is like 3 days nv see k. but nvm lor.

shift log today. now my back is hurting. sit also got prob. damn pain man. wonder wat will happen tml. ltr i cant even move. then gg.

had dinner n after tat dear send me hm. slept on the bus. his shoulder damn nice to slp on. but feel bad. he will be left alone, bored. coz no one to tok to. sry man.

tml 1st training. how will it be?

2009-06-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

yeah! went out today. go sing. so cheap lor. student so is oli 5 bucks. hehe. gd man. save money. but is far away. hahas. then sing for 5 hrs. sing all kinds of song. old n new. like it. must find one day go shop liao. need buy clothes.

bingxin dear will be back today. yeah! will i be able to tok to him? i dun think so. but yap. tml shall be a long day. need pack clubhus. shift log. so yap.

n today things happen again. sian~

2009-06-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

yea. fast food for lunch. thought will hav leftover beehoon. but dun hav. quite good. so had kfc. yummy. dunno why but i just like eating fast food. hehe. n before lunch campbell soup. bloody full. big eater man.

then at night went out. went bhg to shop.i bought a pair of shoes and a shorts. wanna buy a top but all dun hav my size. so sad. wanna get a top soon. or i will soon run out of clothes to buy. ppl call me shop online. maybe i shld. any link for me? hahas. went hav dinner after tat. dun like the bake rice. maybe some will like it. but not for me. eat till very full. n yap. take circle line for the 1st time. quite fast from my place to bishan. but waste my money. coz dun hav concession for it.

so shall be all. tml shall be whole lot day of fun. n dear will be back tml. weee~ but at night. wont even get to tok to him then. he will be like some zombie. hehe. so shall be all.

2009-06-13T04:59:00.000-07:00

is holiday. ytd met dear. is like finally. went it fair. damn lot of ppl. cant take it. so bought ink n him, ear piece. then went to have lunch. fast food. coz dun wanna wait. walk around and went back sch. coz he got meeting. and me need check clubhus.

after ytd. i realised i really dunno wat all the stuff in the clubhus. is damn messy. really need some clearing. but is gonna tear down. so dun bother clearing. only clear some. then pack some in boxes. really need thanks them for helping. if not i think i will do till siao. so din stock take. just pack what is needed. so yap.

then mac for dinner. eat till i wan die. force me to finish but i push all the fries to him. hahas. too bad. then he sent me home. hehe.

today quite sian. no one to tok to. he went malaysia. so yap. 3 days of misses? shld be. hope time will pass faster. anyway gonna do work to keep me occupy.

anyone wan go shop with me? feel like doing some shopping.

finally~

2009-06-11T10:56:00.000-07:00

yeah! finally ct is over. so can at least relax abit. but still got bif project n i&e to worried about. nvm. shall see wat i can do then. ct was ok. but i really hope mobio n mbc will be ok. kind of crap it. crap through. sian. shall not think of it.

today went out after last paper. so shiok man. watch movie, then shop n meals. wow. really good. kind of like freedom is here. though spend quite abit. but ok. is oli once in a while. marche food really nice. hehe. eat till damn full. then cam whore. hahas. take quite a no. but really enjoy it.

past few weeks was shit to me. problems after problems. friendship, my own matters and family. shall not tok much. but really make my mood sux.somemore exam. keep thinking. shall not say le.

tml out with bingxin dear. wee~ is like finally meeting him. 1 week nv see him k. omg. tat feeling sux. tml! waiting~

2009-05-31T00:12:00.000-07:00

is sun. yea. time pass damn fast. in a week time will be common test. n i hardly get started on anything. seeing dear so tired n busy make me feel so useless. cant help much. feel damn bad. how? wat shld i do?

tml half day for me. no sch in the morning. same for tues. no lecture in the afternoon. wee~ but still need go sch. cant change the timing. so yap. but nvm. gonna help out in the interview. so yap.

tat's all. gonna study~

2009-05-29T09:06:00.000-07:00

this week quite a tiring week. dunno why. maybe slp quite late and dun hav the mood to study and listen in sch. but not bad. din really slp in lecture. quite gd. but today i slept in mobio. so end up notes empty again. gonna borrow from ppl to copy.

thurs went Bethel kindergarten. see the sch and ask some qns. but in the end we hav even more qns after we left the sch. so yap. mail the principal again. then went to sch. help out in the recruitment stuff. show videos. somehow i think got abit of prob. but was solved. quite gd. efficient team we hav. haha. then went to dear bx hus. tok n slp. then watch show. cried at the end of the show. is so sad lor. sad for the dog. then went to jp for dinner. celebrate ricky b'dae. had fish n co. quite nice but very full. n dear help me eat. hehe. the cake was nice but din finish so he eat for me too. haha. train hm.

today's concert was not bad. though tired but still went. dun wan dear to feel left out. almost fell aslp during the concert. but lucky dear move n i wake up. if not will be pig again. somehow i just prefer the 2nd part. is much more nicer.

to my dearest bingxin
i believe u dun wan to break ur promise. but sometimes there is no choice. i, myself, do not wish for u to go hm late. somemore u hav lesson the next day. so i dun wan u to go hm late. and be so tired. i believe being a v.p is a tough job for u. but i really hope u will divide the job and not do all the job urself. i dun wan u stress up k. and u really look tired dear. pls pls pls slp early dear. things tat ca left to be done the next day just do the next day. dun chiong and lack of slp k.
as for this week, i hav been trying to find time to spend with u. but i think this week spend more time with u le. as compared to last week. so yap. i really enjoy ur company. u feel likewise?
as for me, being ur gf, i will also be the girl behind u to support u. to help u de. so yap. n i really love u too. hehe.

common test are near. gonna start my studies. sometimes i just feel so lazy to study. but no choice, gonna study then.next week recruitment interview. will be another busy week bahx. so ppl pls take care. drink more water k.

2009-05-25T20:21:00.000-07:00

feeling kind of tired. din slp well. had some weird feeling. but nvm. ytd 1st main com meeting. ended quite late. n had mac for dinner. did some work n went to slp. tired.

n yesh! finally a kindergarten who will accept our proposal. yeah! happy happy. bethel is just so gd. so yap. at least 1 stuff is clear. now gonna find spot to hold the event in their sch. hahas. so for me now is cleared. is like finally. volunteers left to find. who wil help us?

somehow i wil feel being watch at. dunno wat happen but just this feeling. somehow i feel bad accepting the post. my god. sian.

waiting for lesson. i wan more time with u. i wan to go out.
hahas. crapping now.

2009-05-22T21:22:00.000-07:00

finally sat. pass few days is damn sian. dunno wat happen. just feel so tired. n dun wanna go sch. but yap still go. din even skip lecture. feel so gd. tues dinner with gl. yea. dinner. went hm quite late. bout 12 liddat reach hm. then rush through my pract. n submit. then slept at 1. the next day i'm like some zombie. but quite surprise, i din slp in lecture. hahas. listen worx. why? i olso dunno. then shld went to children aid society but nv go in the end. then go meet dear for a while before i went hm.

thurs was quite sian. shld go out but nv. coz they need do stuff for society. no choice. who call us to be so into society. n wan to help. so yap. but had dinner with gl again. but this time round more fun. laugh like hell. they tok quite alot. then went hm. almost make dear cant catch the last train. but lucky dear u manage to make it. fri was liddat. pei him. but din hav lunch with him. make him angry. almost pick a fight with him. really feel damn bad. shld not play such stuff again.

ok. I&E was quite sucky. organization last min dun accept. so hav to find all over again. so ended up we hav to change everything. even need to change the date. time is really tight. hav to do all this before ct. n ct is going to drive me crazy. till now haven even started studying. sian. gonna start soon. n did well. as i promise dear i will work hard. n do well.

leadership camp

2009-05-17T06:54:00.000-07:00

went on a 2 day 1 night leadership camp which i think is quite lame. the games played is really not wat i think it shld be. thought will be some really dirty games or wat games like that of lsct foc. but nvm. at least not dirty n smelly.

lunch was ok. din finish. not in the mood to eat. then station games. rough games was the staff hub one. wow. tat one. really hurt my back. bruise too. n now my back hurts. sit too long got prob again. the rest is ok. did help out in all. mainly as supporters.

then dinner was good. a night walk which is disappointing. thought will hav be like the usual night walk. but this is different. lighting candles walking to sunset way to maju camp n cross the bridge till opp of ngee ann. and do a stunt( shout cheer). cool. burnt my finger twice. wax is hot. n olso burnt my leg. hahas. but ok not tat bad. then a tour round sch which we din finish all. too lazy.

slp at loft was cool. but it gets too cold at night n is difficult to slp. so will keep waking up n slp. damn terrible. before tat had supper. hungry so hav stuff to eat. yummy!

today was car building. finally i voice out. wow! n we, kia si, the first team to finish. but due to the cardboard came off, we lost it. no choice. but overall quite ok. the helmet was awesome. is cool man.

break camp n went to eat. subway. damn full. din eat cookies. bus hm. n yap finish my sch stuff n am here blogging. tired~

so wat are my strength? a qns by bj. so wat's my strength. i dun think i hav any. i oli like to plan stuff way before hand. so tat i can hav enuff time to do touch up. n hav ideas but will oli cum days ltr. cant think logically on the spot. a supporter too. used to working under ppl. listen to ppl's instruction n do the task. other than tat wat is my strength? i really dunno. shld i run for log officer? am i capable?

2009-05-13T04:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH B'DAE BINGXIN DEAR!!!

hahas is his b'dae today. din really spend time with him. feel quite bad. atually wanna hav private time with him. but forget it. think he wanna hang out with his friends so yap.

anway today quite slacky. dun hav mood to study. tired. n discussion. shld be quite ok. so yap.

tml is worse. cant go out. gonna stay home due to online discussion in the afternoon. wanna hav it at night but majority wins. i cant do anything. n there goes my outing. my movie. sian.

2009-05-10T18:42:00.000-07:00

back here again. ytd was just such great day. love it damn lot. the time spend with dear is just too great. like it so much. n i broke my record of taking a total of 14 buses ytd. hehe. n we had a great chat. love it.

celebrate dear's early 18th b'dae. hehe. shld say i put in effort bahx. from buying gift, wrapping gift n cook for him. hehe. this kind of stuff normally i wont do de. but coz of u, dear i do. hehe.

anyway i really hope u enjoy urself ytd. i, myself, enjoy ur company. do u feel likewise? n hope u like wat i prepare for u.

today early in the morning, was told from dear tat my cheesecake was nice. best tat he ever taste. was shocked. feel relieve. dunn wat he said was true. bt seeing tat msg really was a relieve to me. once a friend follow tat recipe n came out damn cheesy. n tat person dun like. so i was afraid tat dear will not like either. anyway yap. happy early 18th b'dae then.

2009-05-08T03:08:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH DEAR!

yea. 4th mth le. quite fast. may our r/s continues to be as sweet and loving.

this week really quite a sian week. quite slacky. go sch n back home. my usual routine now. like no life. wanna go shop but cant find a partner. wed went shop with hasy. but end up din buy stuff for myself. quite sad. my clothes. i wan new clothes. n a pair of shoes. then tues after sch, went to hav dinner. slept while waiting. really too tired le. cant help it.

next week is best. no need go sch o mon n thurs. weee~ n tues oli attend 2hrs lecture. at 1pm somemore. can slp in. hehe.

anyway hope dear is alright. hope his stomach is ok.

2009-04-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

yeah! voice back to normal. hahas! can tok le. thanks to the medicine man.

past few days was like some mute. but now can tok. quite happy. ytd prac was quite sian. MBC got quite a no of mistake. then INAC was like dragging time. can end quite early but he keep toking. so in the end end late.

today's pract was not bad. end in 2 hrs. then went kap to hav mac breakfast. n then raining. so walk in the rain to find huiling. after tat lecture n went to sign the form for main com. yap. wanna be in main com. dunno if i'm up to the job. but will try my best.

less n less time with dear. how? really wanna spend time with him.

phone send for repair. need phone badly. got spare phone? lend me.

n i wan go shopping. but kinda broke. jobs... where are u. i wanna hold a part-time job...

2009-04-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

PASSED!!!

no voice as usual. went see doc. force to. queue was long. no choice. so yap. feel sad tat i cant go for the stay over. hope u ppl hav fun. must play hard.

2009-04-24T08:55:00.000-07:00

wth is wrong with me man. is like trying to find some stuff to quarrel with him. stupid me are not helping in anything.

now. emotions flowing like hell. 1 litres of tears? killing ppl? totally damn pissed with myself.

no mood for studies. totally sian.

hate myself!!!

2009-04-24T03:53:00.000-07:00

2nd day without voice. is so xin ku. not able to tok. n ppl hardly know wat i'm toking. kind of tired.

n it got worse. worse than ytd. at least ytd tok, ppl still can hear. but today, i'm forcing the voice out. today i'm quite emo, i shld say. ppl hear my voice n luagh. haix. watever. let them luagh then. lesson was ok. but slept during the last lecture. cant help it.

may my voice be ok tml. n shld i go tml? still unsure.

2009-04-23T07:54:00.001-07:00

finally everything is over. weee~ dance4fun is over. n for tat i lost my voice. sobs.

today is the event. kind of sad la. din win. bet u all are as sad right. but nvm. my friends say we did alright. n is nice. better than the other sch too. we olso did our best. am i right? so dun need be sad de. in our hearts, we win le. n for tat really need thanks steph for the dance. the freshies who were so high even to the last. n to the sgl. yeah!

and before tat. went help out for the orientation. hahas. had some fun. 1M03 make me demo all the stuff. so sad. but nvm lor. they hav fun can le. so yap. join them in some game. they themselves are high. no voice to play with them. so din really join them. kind of sry for tat. anyway is over. lunch n went for lesson. i&e was ok. the lecturer is good. let us all off early. hahas.

ytd was really damn tired. rehearsal for dance. after tat continue practice. n a briefing. omg. drag till 10.30 liddat. then went home without dinner. quite tired. so yap. msg halfway n fell aslp. feel so bad. say wanna pei dear tok but i fell aslp. sry.

tml shall be another long day for me. gonna be mute. dun tok so tat i will regain my voice back.

2 tired days

2009-04-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

ytd was 1st day of sch. damn tired i shld say. 1st day pract class le. n we started pract. results for mbc was wrong. so hav to re-do. totally quite bad. but still do. no choice. after tat is inac. tat teacher damn 'gd' man. teach= nv teach. we hav to do the pract our own. din even teach us. so everything we figure out ourselves. even ask if the graph is ok. he just say values can fit in can le. wat is this. is like nv say la. after tat totally sian.

then went for dance. had dinner 1st. then did my work. need rush. then dance. after tat meeting n some talks. drag damn long. then cant tahan coz need rush h'wrk. so left early. feel quite bad. went hm do h'wrk. n slept oli 3 hrs. tired.

today 8am lesson. like some zombie. slept throughout bus journey to sch. then traffic jam make my slp even better. can slp longer. then 4 hrs lap. sian. martas yea. hardly hear wat she tok. but prat was ok. then had lunch n was mbc lecture.

after tat went vivo for free cone day. free cone man. yummy. like it. had bk for dinner n was late for dance coz jam. slept on the way again. tired. dance in hot room. after tat meeting again. n home sweet home. tired~

tml is rehearsal for dance4fun.n actual was on thurs. may it go smoothly.

2009-04-18T21:57:00.000-07:00

ytd went out with dear. ate kfc for lunch. seriously eat alot. but he eat more. hahas. then a kid beside us keep offering stuff for us to eat. cute man. n i din know dear can actually play with kids so well. hahas.

after tat shop for awhile. n off to expo. n to joo chiat for durian. somehow a little cheated. but nvm. had much fun. n we are the durian champ. n home sweet home for me.

then today. slacky day. hate pizza hut. omg. nice. i think this week is fast food week sia. keep eating fast food. thurs had burger king. ytd kfc. n today pizza hut. tml is pasta. wow. fat sia.

n tml sch reopen. tired. dun hav the feel to start sch man. sian.

sentosa mass outing

2009-04-16T18:45:00.000-07:00

wow~ i'm burnt! ytd went sentosa with freshies and the GLs family. but for some, we went earlier. why? coz we went there book place. hahas. meet at 9.30. had breakfast before we went in. then jl n wy celebrate their 1 yr. n we hav lunch. i wake up at 7 to do all. quite good. some wake up at 5.30, 6 to make their stuff. omg man. anyway the food is quite alot. so we din finish. n was left there.

freshies came in one by one. ppl got dunk. omg. pain! but lucky i was not. cool. went in on my own. then tio burnt. actually wanna play game with freshies but nv. just play dunno wat game in the water. after tat ppl were being buried. went to see vader grp play volleyball. they really play like training man. any faults do push-ups. then sit down n tok lor. while the rest play. wanna play but too bad dunno how to play. so yap. went to bath. n was at vivo to hav dinner. eat bk. then a small meeting. which was so screwed. everyone was not in the mood. so in the end just ended.

today dance. shall dance. if not kena say. n my back feels so hot. omg. n pain. argghhh.

2009-04-14T09:10:00.000-07:00

yeah! ytd was grandpa's b'dae. went out celebrate. eat quite a lot. food was nice. my favourite dishes, chilli crab, oats prawns, yam ring etc. but was oily n spicy. but on the whole was yummy.

before tat went dance practice. omg man. crazy in the morning but when dance started my headache. is really omg. totally no mood to dance. but still continue. if not will feel bad. steps were quite hard to catch up. but ok la. need practice. so yap. n went home to bath before goign for dinner.

today went out with dear. is like so long sice we went out. went lunch then movie. movie was ok la. ending abit weird. but on the whole was quite good. then went changi airport. crazy us went all the way there. weird! walk to T3 then take skytrain to T1 n to T2. then back to T3 for dinner. omg dinner was damn full. hope my voice will not be sexy tml. then bus to pungol. n to amk n back hm. somehow feel quite stupid. bus here n there.

really sry dear. fell aslp in the bus. n din tok to u. bet u are bored right. sry! just too tired tat's why. sry~ n i hope u enjoy today. which i did enjoy.

a big thanks!

2009-04-10T23:14:00.000-07:00

hahas! here to rite a thanks msg. actaully i olso dunno wat to rite. but yap. shall rite a little.

1. to vader freshies:
wow! ur really rox FOC. ur spirit which i cant imgine. u guys really high like hell. shouting cheer forever. but really sry tat i din bong with ur. sry tat i cant spend time with ur during the camp. sry tat i din manage to chat with ur. sry tat i din manage to tok to ur , to know more bout ur. i will make it up. so ur shld go to the mass outing ok. n from there i will know each n everyone of ur. so ur better cum. seeing ur enjoy the games, i really feel relieve. i really scared i screw it up n ur wont like it. esp the char kway teow.

2. to welfare:
the welfare. u guys really damn good. bring the spirit of the freshies up. playing games with them. get urself dirty as well. shouting cheers till ur voice crack. trying ur best to entertain ur freshies. n olso rushing here n there to be on time for the games. if not for ur. i think the freshies will just be dead. n wont hav the mood to play the games. so welfare is zai!

3. to logames:
hahas! leiting n bingxin. u two really make it to the end. tired i shld say. running around. din slp much. n the rest.wow!we make it. though nightwalk got a little screwed up. but is ok. n i personally need to say sry. the sm game was not a success. making it delay for an hr. really damn sry. but on the whole. the whole games was ok. freshies like it. feeling high. n yap. really thanks all logames for making it a success. somehow i feel i din put in enuff effort for it. really sry bout it. but i did try my best.

3. to food com:
which com got 2 ppl. hahas. u 2 really good man. 2 ppl still manage to run the com so well. without the food i bet freshies wont hav energy to play. n we ppl wont hav the energy to work. the food was nice too. i finish all the rice. yea. which i normally wont finish. hehe. so yap.

4. to agl, aagl
really a big thanks to ur. for cuming down to help. without ur i dunno how we will do. n for stalling time for us to prepare the nightwalk. really a big thanks to ur.

n yap. i dunno wat else to say. hope everyone will keep in touch. rest well. those voice gone de. drink more water. dun get sick ok. haha. n yap. shall cya soon. n a big thanks to all. to all who help FOC to be a success!!

FOC 09/10

2009-04-10T01:20:00.000-07:00

finally foc is over. having been working so hard for it. slping very little. working our hearts out. n finally it ended. n is over. is a success.

on sun is prep-camp. went to sch at 9am. then we started packing log. bring all the log stuff to the log room. omg. really lots of stuff. n is damn heavy. yet still manage to bring all. wee~ then pack stuff. n olso stuff for nightwalk. help rite stuff on the board. after lunch, went to buy stuff. planta etc. while the rest do stuff for nightwalk. when we get back. a briefing. n i was back to do the streamers n curtain. help stick the trash bag together. then was dinner. bath n back to do stuff again. n later help to string the canvas together for telematch.

2nd day of prep-camp. all i did was nightwalk stuff. tat wat i rmb. before tat was some activities by the welfare. do some stuff. then back to nightwalk stuff. olso hav some meeting. then at night, clear the push-up we owe. seriously my hand is really pain. but nvm. finishing the push-ups we owe is really a relieve. n feel happy about it. then a small cheer for vader. last min think de. so yap. then went on to get out camp shirt. n slp.

1st day of foc. tired! did ushering. direct freshies to lt 26. after tat went there. n we listen to some stuff for freshies. entertain them awhile. n had lunch. off we go to prepare for telematch. starting is ahead of time. cutting food n stuff delay the time. but in the end due to the rain, delay abit. n was ok. all sunny day le. after telematch, went to prepare for sm game. din know how to tie the structure was really a failure. then in the end, anyhow do a little. then when bomb bag was tie up, the whole structure descend. is really omg. dunno wat to do k. sgl help to pull it up. tat time i almost break down. dunno wat to do. somemore behind time le. late for an hr k. then bx called. really pissed. but in the end was quite ok. started an hr late. make me feel moody. din wan to tok much. just let jowell do the briefing. help demo a little. while the game was on, went to disturb them. but mostly was done by joseph. which make the freshies damn pissed. i got hit as well. but nvm lor. after tat try not to disturb them le. n suddenly bomb bag started flying. is really omg. hit my head. pain. but wat to do. just continue. after the whole thing, went to keep the log. went to lt 51. was being cheated. say need tie lots of bomb bag. n asked me quickly go to the toilet n tie. so quickly tie. n know wat. was being splash water. 3 times or 4. cant rmb. cool i shld say. then went to help with the log at lsct blk. n final showdown started. bomb bag is really a dangerous object. is really painful kena hit. was hit on the leg n head. then freshies started cuming in to our side. omg. used our bomb bag n target us. n bx was being hit by freshies in the back. omg. tat time i really dunno wat to do. n the whole thing stop. clear the stuff. bring log back. then help dry the floor. n then a tok by davin. really tired at that time. dunno wat he saying. coz most of the time i doze off. then a briefing at night at grand stand. din manage to hear. coz they speak too softly. then bath n check log.

2nd day foc, my 3rd mth with dear. briefing in the morning. n had breakfast. then prepare for station games. char kway teow. help make the board dirty. but din make dirty first. coz is still early. n planta started melting. then tie bomb bag. this time with all the ingredients. omg. then went to help shooting stars tie their bomb bag. walking up n down. shooting stars n char hway teow. when about time, had lunch n then time to make the mat dirty. 1st grp is quite lucky. they are not so dirty. is oli until vader came. then die. i feel so bad. used the whole tin of planta to make them. they hav a nice hairstyle. n their hands n leg. is really omg. i feel so bad. make my grp liddat. but i myself olso kena. so yap. but lucky not my hair. then i feel bad due to i din look after the freshies. they got hurt in my game. one of them got cut. i feel bad. after everything, clear up. then went to bath. cant stand the smell. bath quite long. coz damn oily. n my shirt smell. so wash a little. after tat went to hav dinner. tok to my grp freshies a little. n was back to do my stuff. carry log for them. n then dance a little. went log rm to carry stuff for the nightwalk. do the direction plate. n block out the road. then bai bai. n was back to 80 to do my stuff. nightwalk started. help scare ppl in the toilet. scare some of them. nice~ but at one point. i really very tired. n fell aslp. feel so sry. then was told a freshies was gone. so we hav to go find them. search for him/her. but actually was a mistake.they counted wrongly so tat's why. then went back again. i din scare ppl again. coz dunno where the rest n i was tired. so just sit there. n rest. after everything. i feel so jelly. went to help keep the stuff. n throw them away. go up n down. help pick the dried leaves. then went back rm n was slp. feel so tired. n din even know wat happen in the rm.

3rd day of foc. final day. over slp. had breakfast with my grp. tok alittle. then mass game. help jl alittle. demo stuff olso. n play with freshies. then went back sports hall. n finally tok to them. but still i dunno their name. quite a failure. bring log back after freshies went to lt 22. then we went to bring half of the log to clubhus. n back to lt 22 which i was late for the photo shoot.nvm lor. too bad. sign flag. n freshies went hm. while we stay back n had a small tok. promote to sgl. n then the dunno how many a gls come in n tok. sidetrack alot. n make all 24 of us cry. 1st time k. a happy day which ended in such manner. but still we manage to help carry the log suff back. help put the tables n chairs back. n then a brieding by big jess. dinner n was back hm. tired like hell. so cab hm.

reflection: somehow i feel so sry tat A&D was being held back. actually can be early de. but due to sm game. haix. somehow i feel so sry. sry tat things turn out liddat. but really a big thanks to sgl n agl who came to help with the structure. then for char kway teow, sry to hurt tat freshies. n i cant attend to her coz need go on with my game. which make me feel so bad. hope it wont left a scar on ur leg. as for nightwalk. sry tat i fell aslp. n din do my part well. but on the whole i'm quite happy tat foc is a success. n all went well. really happy bout it.

as for today. after foc, went hm bath n was slp n slp. today slp till 11. reply msg. n ws back to slp again. slp till 2pm k. if the phone nv ring i wont wake up olso. somehow feel like a pig. my voice is still intact. but my throat is painful. hope wont lose my voice. n wont get sick. n this is such a long post.

2009-04-03T06:13:00.000-07:00

this week damn busy. wat to do. foc is cuming. so hav to work harder. hardly went hm for dinner. lucky my mama understand now. so nv nag at me.

wed training was omg. went to climb the hill. high on the bus ride. then had lunch and was hit n run. omg k. wear reverse clothes. n run along orchard road. n with 1 of the hand with a sock. omg. then we do stupid stuff. sing, dance and attract attention from public. really no face k. but ok lor. is game. but poor wy hav to put on make-up. thick make-up. sad for him. n was my first time seeing condom k. still got rose petals. n was my 1st time blowing the condom. omg k. is oily. yucks. then on the bus ride to esplanade we were playing with the condom. hahas. then agl tok to us. n was release.

then went hav dinner. after tat my voice give way. n my ulcers. damn pain. haix.

n today, went hm hav dinner. is like finally. n my lips got bitten by dunno wat insect. omg. disfigured sia.

2009-03-29T08:34:00.000-07:00

finally is sun. a day not for sch. actually need go sch de. but din wan go. n ask my grp member not to go too. anyway heard tat alot of ppl going today. so din wan to snatch protector from them. so yap. ask them not to go. so in the end i promise them i will do a proper flag for them. will make it nice nice for them.

so wake up early morning. went dear hus. is like finally private time k. pass few days was like shit. he rush out proposal like hell. so poor thing. yet i cant do much. coz i olso dunno wat he wanna. such a failure gf i'm. so hardly tok much today. too tired le. so ended sleeping. but lucky did wake up n we continue our conversation. had dinner. n then shop around jp hoping to find some stuff to hang on the outgear bag. n home sweet home.

headache is just too sudden. on the bus was like shit. cant tahan. wanna slp but cant. coz of dear. so end up din tok n he was the oli one toking. feel bad. and yap. guess gonna catch up on my slp. n tml shall be a long day for me. sian~

2009-03-25T09:18:00.000-07:00

today's training was ok bahx. did campus run. wow! really very long nv run le. so is kind of tiring to run. somehow got ppl say i almost got bang by a car. hahas. sry i din know. if i nv offer to start the last cheer, things wont happen. anyway i still finish the run. yeah!

then cheer n lunch. omg. i really like the tom yum man. nice. n the chilli. too bad not enuff. nvm. after tat is games. had station games. ok bahx. n i was dead for 1 game. n bx has to carry me up. haha. sry man. hope i'm not heavy. n yap. n was dance ltr. dance a little. n skit discussion. went orchard hav dinner. spicy chasiew ramen. spicy again. i think my stomach gonna hav prob tml. anyway is nice. yummy. n home sweet home for me.

ps. hope dear leg will be ok.

2009-03-23T08:37:00.000-07:00

such long day. wake up late but still manage to be on time. had stock check. omg. the clubhouse really damn dusty. is making my nose 'cry'. then went to check the paint condition. omg. stink like hell. no choice this is wat log com hav to do. then help to check. lucky got the help of the games com which make stuff easier. n things get done faster.

then dance practice. was being laugh at. nvm. happy can liao. anyway wat wrong with me doing tat move. nvm. then had a little skit discussion before going down to 51 for sgl meeting. had a little tok bout log. n dunno wat happen. all of us hav to be in pumping position n be reprimanded at. i din say anything coz i see no point. but the rest can rebut de rebut back. n my back seriously is in pain. nvm lor. all for one n one for all.

then went mac to hav dinner. hungry like hell. then tok bout ghost story. their experience. but i dun experience all this. so nth to say. n home sweet home for me. now hav a terrible headache. omg.

tml shall be another long day. gonna go sch at 9am. n maybe end around 8pm.

n sry dear din eat the breakfast u make for me. oli 2 bite nia. really sry. coz ppl hungry so u shld know me. sry yea.

great day!

2009-03-21T23:17:00.000-07:00

ytd went k with lt, sherman, sasa, wy, renwei, cailing n bx. shld say i got a great time. damn great time. keep making dear. hahas. sry man. but i let u laugh at me le. so fair n square k.

after tat went hav dinner. n off to ecp. raining but still go lor. walk a little. cant sit coz is wet. n we enjoy the night view. n home sweet home. poor bx hav to rush for the last train. as for me direct bus hm. wee~ then we chat on our ride hm.

time is kinda rush. with the foc cuming up. is difficult to even meet up with dear. though we will meet. but after all is for practice n stuff. how i wish i can really spend more time, private time with him. really cherish watever time we hav together. will u think likewise?

dear pls get well soon. get ur voice back k. n take care.

2009-03-20T19:49:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel so lazy. i'm so lazy to do stuff now. feel so lazy to blog too.

on thurs my worse day? maybe bahx. make dear angry by saying ppl he dun like to hear. feel bad. so yap. then emo here n there. n tat very morning things happen. damn sian. n worse. cant coordinate the dance movement with my hands n leg. n keep forgetting. n tat day really sian.

ytd, got my results. not a gd one. damn hate it. but no choice. can oli blame myself for not doing well. but lucky i manage to dance well. not the best but can catch up. but my headach is making me suffer. in the bus totally dun wanna tok. but coz of u, i tok. n u go bang my head. omg la. anyway nvm. so yap. home sweet home for me. while he went to hav dinner with the rest. watch show till 3am.

toay shall go sing. will i hav the mood? feel so tired! sian~

2009-03-18T21:19:00.000-07:00

ytd had training. late for an hr. coz traffic jam. really sian. late for an hr man. is omg la. then missed out the pt. felt kind of sry. coz the pt they do is like so tedious. many fall out when i reach. i'm so bad right. after tat is cheer chouting all the way. even after lunch is all bout cheer. shout n shout.

heads are out. grps are out. same grp as sherman n cailing. yeah! may we work happily together. after training, long discussion. n after tat went hav dinner. hungry man. so finish the rice. but not the chicken. maybe no chilli so i dun like. then i give 2 of the pieces to bx. hahas. sry yea. hav to finish it for me. after tat hm sweet hm. n slp at 3.

today gonna hav dance practice. my mum gonna say me again. haix. tat's my fate. no choice. hope can learn the dance soon. then dun need keep going sch le.

2009-03-16T03:57:00.000-07:00

today wake up damn late. hahas. no one disturb me. so keep slping. but in between did wake up. had late breakfast then eat n eat. really eat damn lot. my mama fried the nian gao. is been a long time since i eat. so i keep eating. omg la. eat n eat. surely will grow fat.

then went out a little. n back hm start eating again. n sian now. gonna watch show bahx.

2009-03-14T07:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY B'DAE TJ AKA LINGYEOW!!

hahas! 19 le yea. wish u success in everything u do.

today went celebrate his b'dae. go sing at jooseng. for 2hrs nia. then cut cake. n to ps. walk a litle hoping to find some stuff but nv. then end up eat at ljs which i din eat much. then to esplanade. wow. really pic time. lots of scandal pic. n we really took alot. guess my memory card gonna be full soon. then levina went to work. so ly, qg, hasy n me walk alittle at marina.

7.30pm went tiong baru to eat with sherman, lt, wl, rw, sasa n bx. hahas. then had bbt n to the park. wow. is been long time since i play the swing. the feeling is so great. too bad my hus here dun hav le. how i wish i can play again. n yap home sweet home.

hope dear will not emo.

2009-03-11T08:09:00.000-07:00

back from camp. tired? still ok la. quite refreshed now.

day 1 was dirty games. yesh dirty. but at least not as dirty. oli the mass game. anyway still play all the games. then night walk was ok. last few to go. so no one ppl to scare me. as most of them are tired n went to slp. so quite a smooth walk. n slp around 4. n block nose which make me unable to slp well.

day 2. dirty like hell. smell like hell. i seriously hate it. somehow i wonder how they stand this smell. is really omg la. shout cheer like hell olso. n play like some crazy fellow. but until i felt hungry tat my energy level drop. then they make us eat before bathing. though hungry, i din finish my meal. as always. but this time round, i really left lots of rice. like nv touch liddat. du hav the appetite to eat. after bath, long chatting session. is really damn long. sit till i wan cry. my back pain like hell from ytd's. do 2 bridges. omg. my back crack twice whenever i do. quite shiok. then was divided into committee. was in log. log k. so unbelievable. wonder why am i in log? why? during training i olso nv do anything like carrying log stuff. is really weird. anyway shall stick to this com. tat's my path. shall do it then.

2009-03-08T03:32:00.000-07:00

the bbq ended with a success. yeah! though my friends din go. feel kind of being ps. but nvm. still got others who will tok to me n entertain me. ytd rain like hell. but it stop when we reach the pit. quite gd timing. n sherman say he sign a contract with the weather forecast n will stop raining at 5. indeed it really stop raining. then help to carry stuff over to the pit. n olso the water. my god. is damn heavy k. n the water keep splashing. make me all wet.

the fire just do not wan to start. so end up hav to buy starters. n lucky it din fail. help in the cooking. smell like hell. eat n eat. then went to buy drinks. some stay over. so we play zhong ji mi ma. lucky nv kena the martell. oli kena once of the heineken. ok la. but martell really very strong. the smell is damn strong. then we stop n hav went walk. play pool. yeah i learn how to play. but still cant play well. maybe gonna practice bahx. we stay till 4+ 5 then head back, where we started our truth or dare. kena 2 twice. but lucky those is i can do de. haha. lucky me. n around 6.30 head back hm. damn tired.

at 3+ meet dear. n we chat. he got me stuff. but i din. am i bad? anyway
HAPPY 2nd MTH DEAR!
love u lots.

2009-03-06T02:25:00.000-08:00

is not a good thing to be helpful. to be gd ppl.

masquarade ball ended successfully? i olso dunno. all i know is tat i got bruises. is omg la. like kena abuse liddat. the chairs are just too heavy. asking girls to carry is really a torture. but nvm. i shall treat it as a training for me. n can lose weight. watever i ate just drain off after carrying the chair. then went back to carry on with the writing of receipt. at night shld be ok bahx. is quite slacky after everyone came. saw handsome guy. is like wow. then was brought in to help with the bartender. actually din do much. just stand there n get them drinks. no alcoholic drink. so is kind of wasted. haha. after that went walking around, seeing ppl dance. n it ended at 12am.

today was like the same as the 1st day of help out. except that no need to carry the plants back. just take them out oli. n ended quite early. so can go hm n slp. seriously quite tired now. my back n hands are aching even my neck n shoulder. tml is 5n bbq. hope more ppl go. then is more fun. n i seriously dun wanna cook. hahas.

2009-03-04T08:38:00.000-08:00

today help out for the masquarade ball. like some cheap labour. but nvm. help then help lor. the plants are damn pointed. cut me sia. lucky not face. then saw grasshopper. omg la. lucky din jump onto me. or i will scream. the stuff are quite heavy. is like cant imagine it's heavy. so take already is like omg. my back sia. anyway dun care. dun stress it too much can le. but those guys are really poor thing. they keep uploading stuff. n even help to unload. they are so heavy yet they still continue doing. they are really strong.

after tat went to eat. my dinner damn early. but i eat alot. finish my rice leh. haha. is like finally. then had ice-cream. so yummy. i like the chocolate de. but hate the yellow de. dunno wat izzit. just dun like it. then went shop around. then went esplanade n hav a tok. tok bout their sec sch life. at least my sec sch life better than them. haha.

tml wear dress for the masquarade ball. is just helping out. still need dress. quite weird la. n gonna camp in sch after tat. coz end at 12am. how to go hm la. so shall stay in sch n then help out the next day.

2009-03-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

back from chalet~ this chalet is really one tat i slp so little. seriously damn little.

1st march: went to boonlay to meet him n then follow sherman's dad car to the destination. reach there n do nth. there is lot of cats at tat place. really damn lots. then when jowell came, they went check-in n we enter. the place look run down. but everything looks ok. then play cards, wait for ppl o cum. 1st day was really boring. but i like night time. went beach. actually intention was just to walk around but in the end we walk till the beach. so cooling. i like the peace in there. the breeze was cold. really damn like it. n slept at 7am. after waking those dip plus ppl. slp! but hardly slp much. wake up at 9am. then the guys went to buy breakfast.

2nd march: after breakfast, went slacking. for me stone. nth to do. did not slp. then started preparation for bbq. i dun like the smell of the marination. anyway just help. n my whole hand got tat smell. after tat cards again. played 99, a new game invented by someone. then i lose quite abit. lucky no forfeit. hahas. then went to bath n at around 6pm, the bbq start. but the sky just dun help us. it started raining. so some went bbq in the rain. feel so bad cant help them. anyway the rain stop. then we started bbq again. is so nice to hav those food. but the chicken sauce stain my clothes. omg. eat quite abit this time round. n i like marshmallow. then clear up the place a little. went indoor and started the 99 again. this time round with forfeit. omg. seriously need thanks bingxin man. help me. or i will sure kena de. in the end din kena. quite gd. if u kena forfeit, then tat's the end. they play all kinds of stuff. can even ask guys to run in boxers. fun but kind scary right. so u wont wan to even kena a forfeit. went to bath around 3am. the water damn shiok. did not slp again. went to beach having the intention to watch sunrise. but then too cold le. went back and missed the nice view. thinking much hav a rm to slp in. but sadly no. so slp in the living rm. is so difficult to slp on the chair. keep waking up, so din slp much.

3rd march: last day of chalet. checkout at around 10am. then went tm to eat. the rain was damn heavy. had banmian. the soup was tasteless. after tat went back hm. on the bus was cold like hell. thus having difficulties to slp. keep waking up n went back slp. omg. n bingxin saw how i slp in the bus. my god. next time will not slp. shld not be tat tired n slp on the bus. back hm, wash all the clothes n slp at 3+ 4. n was disturbed at 7+ 8. so now posting this entry. damn long man.

on the whole, like the chalet. except for some sian-ness. i will missed the time spent at the beach. will i go back there again? hahas. hope so. n tml shall be a long day for me. helping out.

2 days worth of fun!

2009-02-27T04:45:00.000-08:00

hahas. exam over. feel so relaxed man. n had 2 days of fun.

ytd went kbox with my sisters. sing n sing. eat n eat. really damn gd man. like it damn lot. sang quite a number of songs. then my sis sing jap n korean song. had photos taken but not gonna upload. or i will kena scolded by them. hahas.

today went sentosa. damn early k. 8am meet him. omg. then was like toking throughout the whole morning. i had lots of fun. but poor bingxin. did he hav fun? i dunno. but i know i bully him damn lot. make him drink the seawater. n then throw sand at him. opps. hahas. fun for me lor. but sry my dear. will find one day for u hav fun. today shall be my fun day k.
after tat went hav lunch. saw xiao qiang. omg. scare me sia. then din finish my fries n went off. haha. watch movie. suspect x. is a nice movie. shld go n watch. n headed hm after tat. so yap.

tml flag day. omg. jurong east mrt. so far sia. sian~ this week n next week shall be pack. keep going out. omg.

2009-02-24T22:10:00.000-08:00

this marks end of exam. and end of year 1. sad n happy. happy coz exam are over. n will hav a long break. so nice. damn tired this sem. shld hav a gd slp today. sad coz i will miss my classmates. 5 of them will be going blt. n will hardly see them when sch start. omg.

so exam are over. gd or bad? how i did? shld i say is quite ok? ipc was ok. as i can do. maths was like omg. tricky k. n loss 12 marks due to differential equation. microbio was aways the same. hoping can pass the paper.

plans for holiday:
1. go SING!
2. go shopping. (hopefully window shop)
2. get external hard disk.
3. plan for TXY gathering.
4. watch movie.
5. spend more time with u.
6. go for driving practical.
7. hopefully find a part-time job.
8. A WHOLE LOT MORE OF FUN!

so hope i pass all my modules. with gpa of at least a 3. target to get 3.4. hope can get it. :)

exam is tml~

2009-02-21T22:22:00.000-08:00

omg. time really fly. tml is exam yet i'm still not doing much. my headache is here. making me suffer. cant rmb all the stuff.

finish exam papers. but hav not really touch micro. my god. how? i need time. SERIOUSLY NEED TIME! pls grant me another 24hrs.

jiayou ppl. n give ur best shot for the exams.

2009-02-18T01:45:00.000-08:00

up and down feelings this week. with the preparation for exam, is making it worst.

u will always be in our hearts. will always rmb u.

out the whole day ytd. quite tired i shld say. not a gd dinner for me. hardly eat any stuff. just dun hav the appetite. so just waste my 17 bucks. then head to town to walk a little. thanks for the panadol or i will be like some dead zombie walking on the street. n wont even be toking. i will just stare into space. head hm n was back to mugging. stay up till 4am then slp. 1st time. actually still wan continue studying but nv. scared cant wake up at 7am ltr. so stare into space hoping to slp. but just cant slp.

today after the memorial, went study with geraldine. yap. study. micro was just too difficult. maybe din listen in class so becum liddat. hope can finish studying soon. is really a torture when exam is just few days away. n yet i haven finish studying. as geraldine is sick she head hm first while i continue my studies. so now here blogging n gonna start studying soon.

so to all. pls take care k. dun eat too much panadol too. dun fall sick at this point of time. must drink more water. n must slp well. so yap. gd luck for exam everyone!

2009-02-14T23:48:00.000-08:00

early in the morning receive a msg which i hate damn lot. make me loss my slp n feel so emo.

u will always be reminded in our heart. a role model like u. will not be forgotten. may u rest in peace.

my valentine

2009-02-14T23:33:00.000-08:00

spending v.day with my dear is just so great.

firstly hav to apologise for being 2 hrs late. traffic jam just cant be help. not trying to escape but really is the jam fault. next time wont bus there le. anyway went his hus. let him wait for 2 hrs make me just so bad. then his surprise present make me feel touched. really like u damn lot. then tok a little n decide wat to hav for dinner. play dunno wat game with him. he lost n i hit him. till his favourite colour red. so i lost will kena poke by him. but he's just so gd. nv poke me in the end. he just keep to his promise.

went out n lunch. 174 to marina is just so far. sit throughout. feel so tired but nv slp. coz cant slp with him by my side. stay awake throughout. intended to watch movie but is just oo crowded. so din.

after dinner, went west coast awhile. walk alittle n chat. then bus hm. as i missed the last bus back hm. we walk hm. i just like the walk with u. but i feel bad coz u injured ur leg yet u still choose to walk hm with me. but in the end we cab hm.

to dear bingxin:
we shall meet 2 weeks ltr. after our exam ok. so thanks for everything on valentine's day. i really love u alot. n enjoy ur company. the stuff u make is just so wonderful. really feel touched tat u actually make tat for me. i will make a place on my table to put tat stuff. so yap. love u dear!

2009-02-12T18:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY B'DAE VALEN! 18 le yea.

so yap. went to celebrate her b'dae ytd. bought her 18 donuts instead of cake. then a balloon for her. the balloon just suit her ytd. hehe. anyway had lunch with her and we walk around vivo. i bought tops. then went marche. i oli share the ice-cream with sabby. after tat went off. feel so bad din accompany her throughout. sry! but seriously hope u enjoy ur b'dae ytd.

n now i shall start my mugging.

2009-02-11T07:06:00.000-08:00

MAY GOD BE WITH HIM.

MAY HE GET WELL SOON.

MUST GET WELL!

2009-02-11T01:48:00.000-08:00

physiology ct was quite bad. did ok at the mcq. but as i do, my mind started switching off. oh my. forget wat i studied. n leave quite a number of blanks. i pause at every qns. thinking n thinking. but the ans just will not come out. panic k. see ppl go one by one. make me worse.
then in end, i totally give up. just writing watever i knew. n hope it will be correct. i seriously hope i can pass this ct. last ct was not a gd one either. so hope this shall be almost the same score or better. pls pls! i wanna pass n at least a B for this.

then went holland v. look at the ballon. so nice k. will i be able to get one? but the thing is i wont even dare to take it hm. haha. tml shall be a day for relax.

HAPPY BELATED B'DAE TO KENDRICK!

2009-02-10T03:47:00.000-08:00

A BIG THANKS TO BINGXIN FOR HELPING ME WITH THE MESSENGER. hahas.

seriously a noob in this. anyway can use messenger le. happy~

ipc presentation shld be ok bahx. so is like no more project till next sem. n pract test was ok. provided i give the correct ans. but got 2 wrong le. oh my. nv read properly. careless me. hope the rest is ok.

n i hav a pig family. with an addition of sabby as the 4th member. yeah! olso a monkey family. dunno why i was inside. but ok lor. i was labeled as monkey since sec 3 after the education trip to thailand. so dun mind being in the monkey family. hahas.

tml physiology ct. all the best to me. n exams are here. jiayou. dun too stressed up!

2009-02-08T20:22:00.000-08:00

life w/o messenger. omg. is really damn chiam. why cant my messenger work. damn sian. hope can work soon man. or i will be dead. no life.

2009-02-08T16:59:00.000-08:00

my weekend was so pack. hardly hav time to study. test, presentation this week. haven even started. omg. time time time! i wanna time! gonna pon lectures this week i guess. need to study for exam soon.

sat went bai nian. walk n walk. then sit, tok. as a guai kia. haha. i nv gamble. they really are pro sia. gamble at every ppl place. oh my. for me just watch n stare into space. boring? i think is ok bahx. then reach hm 11+. so earn myself 4 angbao. hahas! so tired k.

sun was 1 mth for dear n me. wake up early to do stuff. seriously wont do it again. it really takes a long time to do. but for his sake i do k. so pls appreciate it. then went out with him at night. n we had an endless walk. walk n walk. n drizzle abit. but god loves us so it stop raining. haha. so dear. stay happy always. n no more sry k. i hate the word sry.

2009-02-06T01:05:00.000-08:00

yeah! today marks the end of sw. so shiok man. no need to wake up at 6am anymore. gd! today's sw damn gd. street netball. somehow i feel street netball is much more fun than the normal netball. but street netball need run more. so today as the last lesson, i play damn hard. run n catch the ball. but so sad nv shoot. maybe i will miss netball due to today. hahas.

then do booth duty. slack like hell. still can watch my show. then had lunch with sabby n xk. n i'm labelled as the violent girl again. nvm. maybe ppl will rmb me by the violent character i hav. so yap. but i really hav the gentle side of me too. is just the 'rushness' which ended me up as violent.

next week got lots of stuff do. shall go study soon. n ace my physiology. exam very near liao. shall buck up. n here i go again. mugging~

2009-02-04T03:17:00.000-08:00

ytd i'm such a crazy person. shall not say bout it. and for once, i listen in maths lecture. feel so gd listening to her lecture. and was kinda happy for the rest of my day in sch.

n one thing: YEAH! I PASSED MY IPC PRACT!!!! SO GD RIGHT. will she put more weightage on my 2nd pract? hope it will.

then fall into a moody mood. my mind not functioning. stop when doing qns. izzit the acid? headache man. went hm thinking i can print maths. but wrong bk. sian. then eat n eat. hope wont gain weight. n after i bath. drop dead on my bed. damn tired. my head just feel so heavy.

today quite slacky. phys quiz was ok. did not do ipc tutorial. so in the end bring it back hm to do again. skip micro as i hav yet to do anything for maths cct. shall buck up n do maths.
may tml maths cct will be a success for me. i wan to get 90+++. hahas!

2009-02-02T05:01:00.001-08:00

like my class today! damn like them. 1st time the whole class wanna pon lesson man. so cool. so they went for pract lesson nia. n went back hm. cum sch for 2 hrs n go hm. so shiok.

but poor me. i din pon. i stay in sch. din go for micro lesson. coz is revision. n i haven even started micro revision so din go. went for ipc instead. need copy notes. so went for lecture. went in at 12, wanting to sit at the top. then tok for half hr. 2nd half was like slacking. n i slp. i din even know tat geraldine sit beside me. omg. am i such a pig?

after lecture, went ourspace n wait for the maths bk till 5. then had dinner with dear bx. after tat went hm. miss one stop so in the end walk there. thinking i can photocopy the maths qns, i walk there. but it closed. i was like wth. then my mama ask me buy dinner for family. heavy k. with the heavy maths bk. my hand breaking liao.

so now hav to handwritten the maths qns. omg!

2009-01-31T22:23:00.000-08:00

will i busy time back again? ipc presentation yet to be done. phys ct 2 cuming up. cct and quiz. omg. time! time! I WAN TIME!!

maths is driving me crazy these days.cant even do qns. wat has happen to me. is my brain tat tiny to even do a proper maths? sian~ hope can do well for cct. finish mol. shld i say finally? really need buck up liao.

exam is here. drawing nearer n nearer. so ppl hang in there. to all, jiayou for the exam k. n play hard ltr bahx.

CNY week

2009-01-30T03:24:00.000-08:00

back to blogging. cny week is just a busy week. anyway eat damn lot of fried food this time round. all the crackers are inside my stomach. n accumulating the amt of oil in the body.

1st day cny was ok. just eat alot. got little ang bao olso. recession ma? i olso dunno. but went late to paternal side. so yap. then went back my grandma hus as ppl go there so go back there o say hi.

2nd day was just as boring. but had mac breakfast. so nice of my mama to treat us. gd. then in the evening supposed to go amk aunt hus but nv go. no time. n i missed the lion dance. so sad. went bx hus. his hus really so different from mine. so peaceful n quiet. hahas. mine is quite noisy. anyway go his us. watch bolt. somehow i enjoy his company. opps!

3rd day, wanna pon sch but din. went sch early in morning for pract. wear tat heels make me suffer like hell. damn freaking pain. blister kena infected. nvm. will heal soon. then had dinner with family outside. so din go for briefing.

ytd n today was tiring. lesson as usual. n had cats presentation today.i think i din do well. anyway hope can get at least a B. if can i wanna an A. hahas. then pract gain. count cells till my eyes can see double vision. hahas. but finish quite fast bahx. so yap.

tml gonna go hav dinner at my aunt hus. no more heels for me. shall find other stuff to wear.

2009-01-25T00:35:00.000-08:00

damn tired. din slp the whole of sat till now. help out at the stall. this yr really left quite abit.so all were sent back. thinking we will be able to finish early n go hm rest, we try to do everything fast. but WRONG! ppl order stuff n nv cum n take. or they just delay the timing. so we waited. n my grandma just keep delaying. so everyone slow down. but eventually we started cleaning. coz we were too tired to wait. scrub n clean. really damn tired.

ytd miss the CATS discussion. damn sry bout it. just cant make t at tat time. busy with stuff. n ytd by midnight, i becum crazy. singing to my mum n aunt. damn crazy. until a point tat i decided not to play with them. so i stop my rubbish. n went to help them.

currently waiting for dinner to be ready soon. kind of hungry. steamboat for reunion dinner. so yummy. waiting~

tml is chinese new year! ang bao leh. haha. so wish everyone a happy lunar new year. enjoy urself! eat more k.

2009-01-23T08:08:00.000-08:00

FAILED!

tat's wat i get for BTT. so sad. but wat can i do. just retake bahx. when i know the result. damn emo. blast my music till i reach hm. then went to buy dinner for family. n finally help check the stuff.

today sw. shld i say is ok? run 1 round nia. so gd right. but then kena hit by the ball again. on my face k. nvm. shall not care. then play the match. yeah! happy tat i acutually can shoot. everytime cant shoot in de. now can le. so damn happy.

anyway 2 more days to cny. cny mood? is like nth. i oli wan my chocolate n tat's all. nth just interest me. maybe tired bahx. with projects, test in mind. is difficult to enjoy cny.

tml n sun will be busy day. may my family hang in there k. jiayou!